I'm feeling tired again. That's not a good thing. I don't know, perhaps I'm starting to realize that all this effort is kinda in vain. I mean, what if I get the things I want? Then I'll be happy? I don't think so. I'm allways unsatisfied, always. There has been a few moments that I can think of when I was feeling fine with everything.
I guess when we're happy with some important part of our lifes, everything else looks smaller and we pass this little things. So, when we're unhappy with a very important part (or parts) os our lifes, we have the tendency to feel completely sad.
I'm too sensitive about stuff...basically everything has a HUGE impact on me. The smallest word that you say can have an enormous impact on me. Acts too. Of kindess or rudeness... Unfortunately, acts of rudeness have been much more presence in my life.
I'm feeling tired of literally everything.
It's easy to feel hurt with the awareness of what you're missing in life, or what saddens you, but still there is a more complicated way to look at things, with optimism (which sometimes requires a certain ignorance of things) and the hope of happy times always coming back too. At least you will be everchanging, no matter how your life lacks significant changes.
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